Denial

Denial. Perhaps that is myself? I don't consider myself an exhibitionist per say . . . although I adore being in the buff in a social(izing) situation. I often have friends to MY apartment who understand my fondness of being naked . . . and socialize with up 4-5 other people who are all attired and I am the only person in the buff. Typically, there are 2-3 men and 1-2 ladys. Nobody ever protests to my attire (or lack thereof) . . . and we just fix different drinks and mingle and chat . . . politics (usually the only topic which gets strained, my being a conservative politically)

As I say, never more that 5 folks during a visit, small apartment of course . . . but there are 10-12 folks I visit with regularly. They all know, when I visit at their place . . . I am attired in a pair of shorts and tee . . . and understand that when they knock on my door . . . I may very well be naked already and through the duration of their visit.

Denial? I don't know? I like visiting, socializing in the buff, not for any sexual purpose . . . just feel like me . . . just feeling free. I only bring this up . . . because I've began lately to wonder . . . does this make me an exhibitionist? I don't think of myself as one. I am married 40 years this next month, we are separated my wife and I for the past 4 years (nothing to do with my nudism) . . . so, as a bachelor of sorts . . . I invite others in, sometimes one to one, sometimes i'm one and they are up to 5 at one time. None of the others ever feel compelled to be naked as well . . . and often will say . .. "I wish I had the nerve you do Johnny, to just be naked for all to observe and think nothing of it during the course of dialogue." . . . I just shrug . . .say nothing.

Curious . . . am I an exhibitionist or merely a man who prefers not wearing attire? jy

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