The Depth of My Anger and Saddness
I first joined truenudists as a place that I thought I would meet some wonderful like minded people from around the world, that I could talk to and learn and understand about nudism world wide. But during my time of being on this site I have encountered things that I thought as a human would never encounter in my lifetime. Maybe it is because it is the net and as my friends tell me "dont be so serious about it Jeff its just make believe." Well sorry its not make believe to me. Being a nudist is part and parcel of who I am. Being someone that feels that he is used and abused is not. And when I learn of something that hurts someone that I consider a friend of mine it angers me to my core. I am starting to think that decency is going the way of the global economy. It is sinking into new levels and depths that I do not think in my lifetime I would have ever seen nor can I understand. I have thousands of questions to ask the people that do these things. Cause I guess in my core I can not figure out how to have an evil sadistic bone in my body. I try but it is just not who I am. I am just what you get in the chat room. Crazy at times, moody, funny, calm but never would I do or say anything to hurt someone on purpose.Especially someone that I consider to be gentle and kind. But I have watched and have witnessed people that I have cared for on this site encounter things that have made my head hurt and have made me thought about leaving this site for good. But then I calm myself down and understand that its not me its these people. To the people that are doing this please look deep inside. See what you are doing and please stop. Yeah its the net I have no way of knowing who you really are but someday you never know I may. And believe me I do not forget how I am treated or my friends are treated. To the person(s) that had to go thru this I know that you know my support and caring is with you at all times. It is the strong bonds that I have built here over time that have made me continue.So my friends I have posted this because I was told the evil person(s) are still on my friends list. So I am not removing them because I want them to read this. Maybe they will have the decency to explain to me what the hell was going on in their head. But I know I wont hear a word. Ihope thepeople that do this will read this.To those of you I wish that I could meet everyone of you and look in your eyes and say thank you for being my friend. It are you my friendswho for the most part make this a wonderful beautiful world. Stay nude and stay happy. Dont let the bastards get you down. Jeff
A great post Jeff. Problem its not just this site. On one of my Facebook groups a thread started about Facebook and people posting mundane stuff. The topic shifted to how much detail should one post about ones self etc.It then moved on to the aloofness of foreigners in other countries being that rarely will they acknowledge other foreigners and unless shopping locals too.Things like a nod, a smile, a hand gesture, holding open a door, a thank you or even a polite hello. Were seen by many as something you dont do one must keep their dignity and not stoop to such lowering actions.A happier world would exist if we didn't judge people and presented a kind face to others. But alas that is not our world. Those same people join our nudist ranks and maintain there textile values and status and cause tension in the ranks of those that want openness and unjudged freedom. Unfortunately it will never happen.
But good lunch in your quest, there are some that are here for the same reason as you.
It really is best to limit your on-line time and enjoy nudism in the real world with real people. Next Summer, come down to Gunnision - Sandy Hook and play volleyball, beach horseshoes, etc. Sadly our season is over now but next April will be here before we all know it. Many good and friendly people on Gunnison and so you would be so much better off then dealing with too muchdrama here. Keep the faith.
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