Sensual not sex
I love to touch the body. I'm obsessed with touching the body. Both genders regardless of sexual orientation. To feel the pulse, changes in tempature while my hands glide and carress the body Especially soft, smooth skin. I like to explore someone's body with my fingers and feel when they respond to touch. I haven't done it in a long while like, for years. I guess I'm afraid it will be taken the wrong way.
This is such a beautiful thing. We crave human touch--and there is something about being able to trust another person enough to be fully 'naked' before them (metaphorically and literally). I have always valued the gift of physical touch. I find it affirming and therapeutic. If you lived across town, I'd be heading your way. Cheers, brother!
Its a shame you havent pursued something you clearly enjoy. They must me lots of men and women out there that would enjoy your touch and not take anything the wrong way.
I still do physical work so occasionally need a massage to stay upright. I should probably invest more in proactive massage rather than reactive.. but then that might just be an excuse to feel warm , strong hands on my body lol.
My first one was on cruise ship. When we arrived on the ship, we took the tour of the spa. There a male dancer on a massage bed in the foyer dressed in only paper briefs demonstrating one of the spa's offerings. Later on, the spa ran some discounted specials. I opted for salt scrub and full massage. When I arrive, the Filipino female attendant handed me a bag and said put these on. I thought they were the paper briefs but they turned out to be paper boxers. I put them on and laid face down on the table. She returned and began with the salt scrub, working from my upper back down to the edge of the boxers. She then started on my feet and worked her way up my legs. I was so surprised when she reached the bottom of the boxers, she reached in through the leg opening and did my buttocks. I did not expect that. She had me roll over and proceeded to do the front of my body. She did not reach under the boxers for the front. After the scrub was done, she had me take a shower and handed me another pair of paper boxers. The massage part was therapeutic and good. She did not reach under the boxers during the massage.