A lack of TACTILE TOUCH

naturist_al5000, Ken Huntoon. I've always wondered if anyone has ever experienced a time in their lives when they did not ever have anyone touch them? I mean a lack of TACTILE TOUCH? HOW DID YOU FEEL? How did you feel? Did you struggle with the TRAUMA of a lack of NEEDED TACTILE TOUCH? How do NUDISTS handle such a thing? I was TRAUMATIZED in a number of ways. One of the very first times I was TRAUMATIZED, was that I was SEXUALLY ABUSED as a child. i was 2 through 5 years of age young; way too young to understand what was happening to me. BUT the second way I was TRAUMATIZED started happening at the same time I was being abused. I struggled with not being able to receive the AFFECTION that I so desperately needed in my life. Not family or my classmates at school. There were times when I needed HUGS, everybody ignored me. All I could do was find a place to cry and HUG myself. ALL my life, I've never been able HUG others if i could ever be so lucky. This is the MAJOR reason why I became a NUDEST in the first place. I had heard that NUDISTS/NATURISTS were a very EXPRESSIVE and "AFFECTIONATE"group of people. (OHH, I hope I'm not mistaken about this. If I am wrong, I don't know what I will do.) So I was just wondering if this has happened to any other NUDIST members. how did you handle it? if you saw me in your NUDIST/NATURIST COMMUNITY and you saw I was in distress, how would you be able to help me? How would you be able to TOUCH, FEEL, HUG, HOLD , STROKE, CARESS, KISS, and any other things that NUDISTS/NATURISTS could do? If you are willing to share, may I still hear your stories and advice too?

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