naturist_al5000

About naturist_al5000

My story isn't a happy one, but I feel that if I shared my story, my NUDIST life could be better understood. My life is Tragic, and I experienced Trauma in more than one way. My first time I experienced Trauma, I was just between 2 through 5 years of age young. You see, I was SEXUALLY ABUSED when I was a child. I was way too young to understand what was happening to me. The man who abused me was a trusted older adult. You see, he was supposed to be the man I trusted as a child, as a toddler; he was supposed to be the man who I hung out with. Had fun with. But while my mom was the secretary for the church I went to as a child, I would often go with him around the church building as he did things. He was the janitorial staff. But, then, he did things in private. First of all, he lied to me. He said we were playing a game. He was just using that as an excuse to do things with me. Second, he SEXUALLY MISUSED me. We can talk more about that later. And third of all, he betrayed my trust. And because he betrayed my trust, I have had the most extremely difficult time being able to trust in others again. I feel VULNERABLE AND NAKED. I feel like nobody LOVES me. I feel so LONELY and BROKENHEARTED and I need a woman who would kiss me and squeeze me and give me some female companionship. But the story goes on as I grow up and grow older experiencing one tragedy after another.

A second way I was Traumatized was that I did not receive the AFFECTION that I so desperately needed as I was growing up.

That is the main reason I chose to become a NUDIST. I desperately CRAVE A GREAT AMOUNT OF FEMALE COMPANIONSHIP AND AFFECTIONATE HUGS AND KISSES, but NAKED, in the NUDE. I want to be HUGGED and HELD NAKED, I want to experience a NAKED WOMAN come up to me and SQUEEZE, TOUCH, FEEL, STROKE, CARESS, AND KISS ME. ID give anything to have a woman lie in bed with me, NAKED, and SNUGGLE AND CUDDLE UP WITH ME, and as we're lying there, she STROKES AND CARESSES my NAKED BODY. I'm hungry and I thirst for AFFECTION. It's lame, I know. But it's the main reason I became a NUDIST.

I'm seeking a NUDIST SOULMATE WOMAN who is attractive and SEXY because I feel COMFORTABLE and CONFIDENT when I am with an attractive woman, I feel like I can CONFIDE MY INNERMOST INTIMATE THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, IDEAS, EMOTIONS, NEEDS, SECRETS, CONFIDANCES, TRUSTS, FEARS, AND DESIRES IN YOU. Something that's so important to me. I seek a woman who is also humorous, kind, caring, loving, peaceful (calm tranquil serene), Understanding forgiving trusting, compassionate sympathetic, empathic, compassionate, passionate, full of tenderness, Zealous, "AFFECTIONATE", passionate and intimate.

I enjoy reading , writing, walking, doing photography, I like to go to the movies, to shows (like Broadway), concerts, museums and other cultural events. I love to shop. I'm a rare breed because how many men do you know who like to shop? Not many.

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